Now thou hast no one with thee, Jesus, called the Christ. these soldiers preparing that appalling bed, these thieves insulting thee, those hounds awaiting thy blood, are only shadows, cast by the great shadow of god.
Thou art alone as thou wert alone at night; the sun that warms thy assassins is not for thee. before thee lies no other day, no other journey. Ended are thy wanderings and now at last thou canst rest; this skull of rock is thy goal. a few hours hence, thine imprisoned spirit shall be torn from its dungeon.
God’s human face is wet with cold sweat. the blows of the mattocks ring in his head, as if they struck at him; the sun which he loved so much, just even to the unjust, now falls harshly on his aching eyes and swollen eyelids. his whole body aches with weariness, trembles in a yearning for rest which he resists with all his soul. has he not promised to suffer as much as is needful up to the very last?
At the same time it seems to him that he loves with a more intimate tenderness those whom he is leaving, even those who are working for his death. and from the depths of his soul, like a song of victory over the torn and weary flesh, rise up the words, never to be forgotten by men, “father, forgive them; for they know not what they do.”
No more divine prayer was ever raised to heaven since men have lived and prayed; it is not the prayer of man but of god to god.
